Jedi Moment: "Exciting times, I live!"

I had a jedi moment today as I got off the phone with a friend of mine.

Exciting times, I live!

Things are packed! Things are ready set in motion... all I got to do is move!! Moving forward is so hard. I'm beginning to understand why God instructed certian ones to NOT look back. Transition/Moving forward is has been so hard. There is so much comfort in the "known" "the past" But change is needed and it is good. This CRAZY season however is almost over. ((THANK GOD!!))

Camp=TRANSITION

Moving during Camp=TRANSITION

Interview for my job with AmeriCorp during Camp=TRANSITION

Opening my heart to Love=TRANSITION ((hahah this transition has been very insightful;]))

All this to say... "I'm blessed! Exciting times, I live!" I may not have a clue of where I am being lead, but I know that I dont need to pray for God to bless my life and be blessed anymore. Reason being, I ALREADY AM. All I have to do is be obedient and faithful with these "talents" that God has given me; give it all I got, and WATCH for Him to day something that I couldnt even comprehend on my own! As I enjoy the last night that I will have to myself ((until camp is over!!!)) I'm in awe of all/what God has done. Even though I am clueless to what all of this will add up to... Clueless just in general...hahaha I don't mind anymore. :]

Camp is going to be AWESOME!!!

My new apartment is going to be BLESSED and without anything LACKING!!!

AmeriCorp will HIRE ME!!!

My heart will NOT be BROKEN!!!

I'm sharing with you, my amazing Jedi moment because there are way to many of people that I know that are stuck in a place that Life doesn't make sence! Clueless on where God is taking them/going to take them!! Pain, Pain Pain...ECT!!! But as I was reminded today...

Many are the afflictions of the righteous but the Lord delivers him out of them all...

Psalm 34:19

Despite the hecticness and uncertianty I am NOT alone. Despite that the fact that there are whispers of doubt, and "O, she'll never learn... She will always be like this!!" I chose to ignore it, and teach myself, and be taught by Him who loves me. The Lord is on the move and He is on His way... He promised!! He said so!! Tomorrow is the first day of the last of my transitions... ((for now!!!hahahaha)) And I can't wait!!

xoxoxoxo

Kari Jobe Healer

Our prayer are with you Camp Family... God bless!

My alter-ego...

Warrior Princess, I am...

Sleepless Nights...

14 days until CAMP, about 70 days until I move into my apartment, get a new car/sell the old car, and find out if I get the job that I am "perfectly-made" for...lol So much to do, not enough hours in the days... :)

I can't put my finger on it just yet but I have a really great feeling that this summer is going to be so special one!!! Not in the sence that I'm going to anything extreme, but in the sence that I'm going to get to discover a new fascet of myself, old passions are going to explode, and that everything is going to be ok...more than ok ;) Peace like this has not passed me by, in such a long time.

Despite my lack of sleep, encougragement-time, working out-time, energy and lack of faith in myself to become all that I was made to be... I'm so thankful! I'm so loved, blessed and and awe that my Abba would make a way for me, and his YET to leave me... I know that rest is on the way...so for now I carry on. Continusly moving forward. Things can on get better from here. After all Camp is only 14 days away, but until then I'm going to try to get some good nights sleep.... b/c God only knows once camps starts so do even more sleepless....HAHAHA

xoxox <3